2014 Year in Review: Women and Sex

This should be a very short post. I think this is the first full year I’ve gone without sex and I’m pretty sure that’s gonna change in 2015. With the basement apartment finished, my body and face looking even better than before, the new car, and the elimination of Tuesdays from the shipping depot job, I’ll definitely have more time for women. The question really is: Am I ready?

Being ready for sex is never the question for me, because the answer is always yes. The question alludes to whether I’m ready for the relationship I’ll have to endure in order to get to the sex. I’ve grown tired of dealing with what I call the “one and dones”. You know, fuck buddies and the like? They got very boring and, it was almost like having sex with one broad felt the same as having sex with another. Two different women with different bodies, and yet I couldn’t tell the experiences apart in my memory. Ugh! I got tired of girls like Mercedes and Colleen, so I decided to go the relationship route. I’ve always been good at those, but they’re a ton of work. The other issue is that, after a while, it gets more and more difficult to pretend. I start to feel trapped and annoyed and then… well… it ends. I’d like to break that cycle this time around. While the primary reason for my next relationship is sex, I’d really like to have it last for a while. Who knows, I may even get a broad that I can genuinely like. That steady flow of sex will be a big help as I pursue some pretty lofty goals in 2015, as it’ll fill the large void that masturbation has tried to fill for a long time now. After a while, however, my body is getting tired of the substitute. I want the real thing… the real way… and I think I'm ready for it all.